Elephant in the Room











{June 30, 2008}   Mit Ehrlichkeit.

It means, with honesty.

Here’s some honesty, some ‘changed-the-names-to-protect-the-innocent’:

My name is Kaekiri Rina Miranovich, and I’m in my mid twenties. I had this idea about giving myself a safe place to air my most private thoughts. You see, I want to be able to express all the controversial thoughts that are in my head, be they about politics, sex, relationships, religion, men or music, without suffering the social repercussions of turning off friends or family. I have a blog on another site (not wordpress), but here I feel a sense of anonymity.

My blog is called Elephant in the Room, because that’s how my feelings feel to me… like one giant elephant in the room just demanding for me to acknowledge it already!

The other thing about me, demanding acknowledgement, is I easily conceed that I’m a bit fucked up. I know, i know, in this day and age, who doesn’t need a therapist, right? Well, my needs are all over the map. A part of me feels I’ve lived a fortunate life, being born with enough to eat, money to attend university, never being beaten… but I’ve also endured a lot of mental and psychological abuse as a child that affects me to this day. It’s nothing so obvious to make a lifetime movie out of, but its enough that I look back at say, “I’ll nver do this to my kids.”

I’ll say it again, my range of ‘ideas’ and thoughts are all over the board. I’m sure it would be an interesting psychology experiment, for anyone who is a psych person or teacher, to read what I’m about to document. I just hope nobody ever figures out who my true identity is.

Hopefully I’ll have enough tact to not be too graphic about some of the things I would like to just unabashedly write about, or at least make the posts private, but I can’t always guarantee that.



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